Went back in time yesterday, it striked me like a hit right on the nose…. Never saw it come, suddenly all the memories fell over me.

And the worst of all, how do I explain why I feel like I do? I am trying so hard to say it, but I dont know how to say it so insteed I just goes around it. In the end i just give up telling. Just shake my head and whisper quiet to my self, crazy you. Am I afraid? Maybe…


Otherwise Im back to work  after having  vaccation. Monday comes with new challenges, time for going on with my acclimatization period. Feels a little bit scary, and fun at the same time.

We all have our ghosts, just let us controll them and not the opposite :).