Amor vincit omnia, the one who came to that adage must have been quite the crazy side.

I have had a dream of going out and see life, even that is gone now. Now i just want to be able to smile again, smile with not only my mouth but with my whole body.

Like in this picture!

Not the best picture but still a happy one.


(Picture borrowed of a acquaintance.)

I have so many happy memories that will hurt for so long time. Sometimes i wish i could erase them, but in the same time i think why should i? It was happy times.

I´ve lost my belife!