My heart has slowed down, thoughts spinning.
No answers only questions remaining.
Is that how it should be?
The only thing I do know with certainty I feel
are caring, love and something I cant describe,
and that life will not be as colorful in a long time.
Enough to be black and white in itself is beautiful but not in real life,
where we do really need to have these color.

Time will change and the colors always comes back.

Never stop painting the world.