I don’t know what to do for the moment everything is just a blur, driving me insane. I can’t stop loving you, or worrying if your ok. I can’t stop wanting you to have and to hold here and now. I really wish our love didn’t get old, every day that passes me by I wonder how things could be like this followed with a sigh. I wish and I pray that this is a dream I pinch my self over and over only to to realize its not a dream, this really hurts me in an indescribable way.

I wish for the pain to go away, I really don’t get it why ? or how? I really wish things went different.